Knowing real Mission of your life & Your secret self?


Life is a constant travel on the timeline where you walk every instant. There is a time of repose when your body sleeps but your mind's sub-conscious areas- which in reality are your vibrating soul fields; are guarding you.

Around your physical body there are seven to nine circles of light each of different color; that circle around you like a complete wheel shaped rainbow.

This light can only be seen with a special eye. These vibrating fields are always hovering around you, protecting you from negative and killer vibrations. They also contain a connection to the universal mind where your feelings and emotions channel, run and permanently stored.


Your connection to the root is permanent, like a computer connected with cable to the server. You change your natural configurations and you start having problems.

When you become totally involved with skeleton body, the senses and get lost in them, trying to extract pleasure, like squeezing juice out of nuts but thinking they are luscious fruits; you get disconnected with your soul fields. When that happens you become disconnected from your real self and think of mind.

Mind is not your real self but an alert mechanism to store experiences, stored as thoughts, and to protect you. Mind is selfish and let you think in terms of ME, mine and I. Look beyond mind.

Look at a candle. Wax is body, the twig in it is mind and when you fire it, the energy comes out as a flame – that’s your soul.


Your mission is to learn, gain a variety of experiences and to evolve. In short, DO NOT distract and waste time in activities, which are totally passive, and not contributing to your growth. For this purpose you need to be more aware of the global picture of your life. Enjoy every moment with details but when you do all with awareness your track is clearer, faster and more fun.

Mission of Life: How do I know my purpose of life?


Look at your physique and see that every part of our body has unique functions. They are perfectly synchronized and in total harmony. Once that chain of harmony is broken or even slightly altered by misuse or excessive pressure by going against nature, you will not function properly.

Likewise our little world of humanity at this giant spaceship called earth is not functioning well for past few centuries.

We are not doing well. Human soul has caught a viral flu. There is sadness, depression, injustice, violence, cruelty, immorality and disequilibrium on personal, family, social, economic and spiritual levels. Why? Because parts of humanity are not in harmony with each other and there is misuse and excessive pressure by going against the flow of nature.

Despite seemingly advanced technology and ideas, most human beings are suffering. The glitzy marketing has created an illusion of well-being and great prosperity. Our inner world and its nature are altered with hardly any synchronization with universal energy. We have created suffocating barriers and walls around our soul.

Our communion with nature is at minimum level. We pretend to live. We have become insensitive to relationships with other humans and other species of this planet and thus our nerve to feel love is becoming numb.

How does one survive in this age of mechanization? How do we know our purpose of this life? How do we find true mission of our soul. How to find our self and recognize our true identification and potential?

Many times you notice that I am not responding to many queries and your questions. However when you write me I do get your telepathic message and I can decipher and decode your problems. I promise to write to each and every brother and sister but bear in mind that as soon as you write me here on these pages specially created for you, something special happens and you transmit your feelings to me.

Sincerely I do attempt to connect using the stream of cosmic energy and I do pray for you. Something does happen somewhere. Bring yourself to harmony. Do not suffer. Do not abuse your body, mind and soul.

Listen to your innerself and that is only possible when you still your mind, not by numbing it or sleeping but by meditating and learning to discover other levels of consciousness in the edifice of your vast mind - which in reality is a micro universe, where there is great pool of energy. Once you connect with that super energy, a great process starts and you start coming closer to your true self.

We will talk more soon.

Your friend
Maitreya

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i call apon you as a man in dire need of guidence i am lost in a world that i understand so little about i n wish to find my true being and may need help i believe i may be troubled in many ways mr emotions live in many ways i'm distorted and lost my mind, need clairty and truth i seek this and will search the ends of the earth for this if i can ask for help i am doing so now i don't know if i deserve this i will try i don't really know what to say i only put words that make some understanding i am here if anyone need me and will go forth on my journey that is when i clear my mind and develop my abilities my name is danie and i seek help my email

i am here for all
if only i may help myself.
sincerly daniel morrison

Dear brother Daniel

Thank you for being there for all.
The distortions of mind, the troubled waters around you and suffocating air that you breathe was perhaps necessary but arent you a wiser man now?

The journey really begins when we are the state that you describe. It is the ideal state to be in. Your emotions, your troubles and your distortions are going to spin around and create a new path that will be very interesting. It should be there already.

You are on your way.
maitreya

By alias on Saturday, February 7, 2004 - 09:11 pm:

will my dreams come true

By eyob tadele on Thursday, February 26, 2004 - 09:56 pm:

dear freinds i just found you , i was looking for you for long but i am lucky today.
i have deep experiances on psychological matters and love and deep spritual matters.
please let me be part of you and i start to share my life experiances specialy my love life .my birth date is october8,1969

By patricia on Monday, March 1, 2004 - 08:24 pm:

hi my name is trish i was born november 24, 1978 in truckee lake tahoe i am a double sagittarius with my moon in virgo.my venus is in scorpio with 4 other planets in sag.i suppose my life being a confused and not so easy one is due to my lack of knowledge and even still if i know that doesn't stop me from furthering my mistakes.i have three children,a girl(ashley-11)and two boys,(nikolas-6)(izaac-3)thanks to my mother i managed to make it through my teenage life ok.i married at 21 to my best friend and dad of my youngest.4years went by and i was blind how do i or anyone go on not knowing not seeing or better yet how does blind faith let you down or just faith period?it took so long to get so wrong how do you have enough patience or the same amount of patience for it to become right again.i have extreme emotional pain.i only hope to be able to raise my sons to be honest loving true men and for my daughter to forgive me and become emotionally and mentally balenced with her self.if you have any insight on how i can better our lives?how i can find balencefor all i would be so greatly apprieciative.

By Anonymous on Thursday, April 1, 2004 - 05:13 pm:

greetings maitreay,
teenytnytina>6/10/1973
I AM A 30 YEAR OLD WOMEN WHO LIVES IN MY PARENTS BASEMENT WITH MY FOUR CHILDREN. i MARRIED MY HIGH-SCHOOL SWEETHEART, FOLLOWED THE STEPS THAT SOCIETY HAS BUILT FOR US. (EXAMPLE: NEVER LIVED W/MAN BEFORE MARRIAGE, MARRIAGE,BOUGHT A HOME, HAD A CHILD AND SO ON) HOWEVER I WAS LIVING A FANTASY LIFE OF FAIRYTALE.
I WAS UNABLE OR MAYBE REFUSED TO SEE, MY REALITY. AS I BECAME MORE AWARE OF THE REALITY THAT SURROUNDED ME I BELIEVE I STARTED TO PANIC. I MADE RASH AND SPONTANIOUS ACTIONS NOT CONCERNED WITH ANY CONCEQUENCES THAT MAY FOLLOW. SINCE THEN I HAVE HAD RELATIONSHIP AFTER RELATIONSHIP, THINKING EACH TIME THAT I HAVE FOUND PRINCE CHARMING, MY SOUL-MATE ECT.UNFORTUNATLEY, IT SEEMS TO JUST BE GETTING WORSE, INSTEAD OF LEARNING BY PAST EXPERIENCES I TEND TO BE COMPLETELY BLINDED BY THEM. AS YOU MAY GUESS I AM ONCE AGAIN A SINGLE MOTHER, LIVING ALONE, OR SHALL I SAY AS I ONCE DID AS A YOUTH. I DO THANK GOD FOR PROVIDEING ME WITH TWO WONDERFUL AND LOVING PARENTS, WITHOUT THIER SUPPORT AND LOVE FOR ME I WOULD NOT BE HERE. AS MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT AS I HAVE FOR THEM I STILL AM DEEPLY CRAVEING A SOUL-MATE. SOMEONE TO SHARE MY UPS & DOWNS,THE DEEP CONNECTION THAT I TRUELY BELIEVED I HAD BUT WAS UNABLE TO HOLD ON TO, AGAIN AND AGAIN. I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO SHARE BUT I HAVE NO ACCEPTORS. I APOLOGIZE FOR THE CRYING OUT OF PITTY BUT I AM FEELING AS IF I HAVE A SMALL PINHOLE IN MY SOUL WHICH IS BEGINING TO CONSUME MY WHOLE EXESTIENCE IF I DONT REPAIR, FILL, PATCH OR CLOSE BEFORE IT BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE. I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY. I BELIEVE WHEN THE STUDENT IS READY THE TEACHER WILL COME AND I AM SO VERY EAGER TO LEARN. THANK YOU
MAY THE LIGHT OF THE SUNSHINE BRIGHTEN EACH NEW DAY AND HEAL WITH ITS WARMTH.
TEENYTNYTINA

By Michele,W on Tuesday, April 20, 2004 - 07:03 am:

Hello born August 23,1967 did hotel work and restaurant mostly in my life,been trying to get a job has been very hard about a month so far,If I am not meant to do these careers anymore would like to know what my career path in life is I need guidence and help,please answer worried. Michele .W

By Black Raveness on Thursday, May 13, 2004 - 05:57 pm:

Dear Maitreya,

I fear for my son. I fear that I will not go on the path for him. He is the most impotant thing in my life. But here lately I have found that there is a path right in front of me that I can not take, do to the fact that I am ingaged to another.
He is a mama's boy I have found. And I feel that we are growing apart. He is a good guy. But I see this other guy and he makes me feel good just to be around him. I guess it's just the attention that I'm getting such a high off of. But I don't know for sure.
I feel that I should at the very least try to go out into the world a little more before I settle down for good. I love my freedom! It is very important to me. I mean come on, I'm 21, a middle sagittarius, and I feel lost. I can make cents of chaos, but not of order. I hope this message reaches you in good faith. I'm trying to live with a ray of hope, a silver lining for say in the darkness around me. I also know I have a restless nature. And that I'm an idealistic person. Generous, impulsive, and maost of the time candid. Ihope you have the words of wisdom that I need. thank you for your time.

sign: The Black Raveness

By Merka on Monday, May 31, 2004 - 06:37 am:

I do meditations. But I am not able to find who I am or why I am on this earth. These days, I am in a spell of disappointment. I do not like marital life, but cannot leave the family because of my family. Moreover, I do not find any ashram as safe and secure as it should be. My date of birth is 10th October 1963 and time is 8.40 AM.

By Anonymous on Tuesday, August 3, 2004 - 09:20 am:

This is silly, but I don't want to loose any chance to make a connection with a wise person. A brief reading of your work convinced me that you know something beyond an average soul.

If you really can received message through the transmission, then please show me some signs.

Best regards,

A searcher (12/31/1973)

By Anonymous on Monday, December 27, 2004 - 09:41 pm:

What wrong with me..!?!?

its like i ever see a girl iam like totally in love with her... like some pervert :S..


id like to know abt my future.. and why am i like this ?

By roop on Wednesday, July 20, 2005 - 06:32 am:

dear sister,it's me roop......i am very confused type of person...i want to be engineer but i cannot concentrate on my study....i have many friends but i feel sad bcoz noone is good for me...i got hurt many times by them...i am confused about my love.....i think that girl is my love and hd claim many times that those loves were true but they cannot give relief to my heart...what shall i do?i am mentally retarded..plz help..me...........................roop

By brew on Monday, July 25, 2005 - 10:31 pm:

ive Been Lost and Out of touch my whole life. Im tired Of struggling with myself. Its almost to familiar.Ive got lack of pride,motivation,indepedence,self worth,confidence and so on and so forth. im over weight. I Smoke to much pot. Its alot of the Problem's im shure, But when you live in a town with nothing to look forword to and your always board what can you do?. I try to excercise and stay active but i lose motivation. Ive been so used to being depressed i dunno how to get out of it.

By Adeel on Tuesday, August 9, 2005 - 01:29 pm:

Hey Dear Webmaster ... Keep It Up ... You are working great !!!

i am complicated ... no body cant understand me nither myself too ... i love human beings but i got fed up in no time when someone hurts my feelings ... after that i cant control my self thn i start to thinking why it happend and make so many ways ... if it would be wht ll be happend etc etc !!
i want to rid from all this stuff ... in short ... i make my own paths but neva walk on it ... i make plan but never work hard just dream day all night ...
hope u understand my inner feelings ... which i cant tell u clearly

By Anonymous on Wednesday, September 21, 2005 - 07:32 pm:

Hi my name is Tamayu and I asked for your advise a
few
years back and i see the posting is still on here. i
was
wondering if I could have it removed? If you could
please let
me know if thats at all possible. I would like it
removed
simply because I am a artist and I don't want this
particular
thing to come up when people are looking me up. I
would
greatly appreciate it.

Best

By Rash on Wednesday, September 28, 2005 - 06:14 am:

Dear Maitreya,

My date of Birth is 06/03/1986.
Iam completely confused of myself and don't know which route to go. I have many responsibilities on my shoulders at home and if I think of myself then how can I control my home and take care everything my Dad is not here I should take care of everyone instead.

My Dad is not living with me he is out of the country but he is supporting me in every kind he wants me to do some business but my mind is always getting focused in Job in a multinational company and my dream is to become a Director of company in a sooner time.

In june -05 there was a girl suddenly came online with me in my msn and chatted with me she is one my relations and my Dad lives in her city where she lives .
She talked to me many days in mobile and in online chatting nights and days too much and at the she felt in love with me and she offered me to become her life partner and finally I was also impressed in her.
I really loved her from the bottom of my heart, But after some days someone came and got engaged with her.

She was happy at that time with that person because of her Parents because her parents wanted her to be with that person.

Now the problem is that the one who engaged with her is a fraud person and he spoiled everyone's honesty with him.

She don't like to be with her and she told her parents also not to continue those procedures of marriege and those things and her parents are also 50, 50 sure to do that.

Before happening of her engagement I informed my parents that I love her and she also love me so We wanna be together my Dad agreed and said no probs at all. He proceeded to her parents but there parents were failed in one condition which my Dad put over there which was that the girl will live with me in the city where I live not in the city where they live.

I mean Iam in india and she is Germany.

My Dad wants her to be with me.

And now the situation is completely changed from the day when her parents denied for that.

The problem is that She loves me and she always tells her truth with not even with her parents.

Her parents are requesting my Dad that what is she thinking ask from me.

My Dad asked me and I told directly that she is not happy with that person and she is doing B, coz of her parents are happy with that person.


In the previous days I wanted to forget each and everything but it's too difficult in every moment I remember her and I talk with her. I always think that she is with me and we are both talking.

We are seperated just bcoz of parents my Dad don't want me to go Germany and her Parents don't want her to come India.

So I request that what can I do to be happy and just continue my career....... in good situation.

Thanx

rashmail1@yahoo.com/hotmail.com/gmail.com

Please forward me the reply in any emaild mentioned above.

Thanx in advance.
Rasheed.
28/9/2005

By Anonymous on Monday, April 28, 2003 - 11:47 am:

Dear Maitreya,
I have a nice spiritual husband and three wonderful children. My family seems to be fairly on track because of your and Sri Gurudev's blessings guiding us towards higher things in life.

I have three brothers. Two of them have become alcoholic and they are living on a different continent. I feel I should help them to find their center and peace and prosperity in their life. I am trying to help one of them to come closer to me so that I can start helping him get better. After that, I would like to start working on the other. However, I feel discouraged due to the current changing global suitation.
Can you guide(help) me to help my brothers.
with regards

By Teresa on Sunday, August 3, 2003 - 04:19 am:

To Maitreya

I am not sure how to begin really. Almost 3 year's ago I lost my husband to a drunk driver, After losing my husband I lost my job, home, another family member, all my money, my car. I have lost everything, literaly. I also lost my animals that meant a lot to me, had to give them up for I could no longer take care of them the way they need taken care of. I feel like a lost soul who has lost her way, not knowing where to go from here. It's hard to explain the over whelming sadness that I feel, it's like I hurt from my very soul. And this may sound crazy, but sometime's I feel as if I am in the wrong time, I have felt this since I was a little girl, I have always felt different than most people on earth. And when I was a little girl I had a very strange feeling as if I had left someone behind, but that's impossible I am only a girl, how could I have left someone behind, I never understoood that feeling. I use to have what is called second sight when I was younger, but lost the ability as I got older. Well thank you for listening to me...

signed Sad

By billoo on Wednesday, February 12, 2003 - 04:59 am:

hello Maitreya,today first time i found this website,i must say this is unique in itself.i am of 30 years,born on 20 August1972 at 5 in morning approximately.my parent gave me birth and then gave me to thier relatives there i brought up. my new parent are very loving & caring but always i miss something, somthing about my personality.feel of incompletness...although i have parents and brothers&sisters and all are caring as compare to my original family, but i don't know where is and what is the defficiency...i found my luck very difficult and challenging throughout my life.i always not sure about love of others about me and as well as mine love for others.i want to spend normal and contented life with full authority and surety & belief.

By Tamayu on Saturday, November 30, 2002 - 12:01 am:

Dear Maireya,

My name is Tamayu, and i am at a complete lost of who i am and were I am supposed to go. I am Wiccan, and the teachings it has brought me have been like a breath of fresh air, but now it seems I am not really getting any answers to my questions which is why I write to you. I am HIV+ and have been for the past two years. I have dealt with it pretty considering what my body is going through. I have a mind set that I can beat this disease that has been put upon me. I feel that it is an opportunity for me to learn more about myself, and to be strong. Since I have contracted it I have made a vast imporvement within myself. Maybe it is the thought of knowing I could die or whatever but i have changed alot mentally. I will not lie to myself and say I am not afraid because I know I am. I fear not death itself, but when exactly I am going to leave this plane. I am an aspiring singer and have alot of great ideas, and i just don't think it is my time yet. It feels as if it is not, and not just because I am not ready to go but because of a feeling an instinct that I am being told it is not my time to go. Sometimes I think I am just being silly and that I am going to die soon. I mean it is technically my fault that I am even within this mess. I knew who I was sleeping with, and inside I knew, and was given warnings, but I ignored them thinking the Lord and Lady would not damn me in such a manner. I am confused and I need advice and guidance. Please assist me. I have been trying to find answers within myself, and have tried to get the goddess to speak with me as she used to but it just is not happening. It is almost as if I have been given up on. Well, if I don't hear from you thanks for listening. Great Music! B-Day 06-22-80 (cancer)

Blessed Be!
Tamayu


Beloved Tamayu

Life for all on this plane is an experience that must be lived with fullness.

Mistakes and errors are not by intent but decided by our higher self to guide us and to mold our destiny as per our previous actions.

Your experience on this plane is very important and the "changes" that you have introduced are good. The body is nothing but a container that is perishable commodity. Even if it disappears you will continue living on the plane of your choice. The Goddess in you is your own higher self that is conducting your destiny so there is nothing to be afraid of. Answers are right there within. During this period you may have already found them. I see you progressing in coming times and going to higher altitude.

love
m

By jacqueline on Thursday, March 3, 2005 - 10:41 am:

Well God Bless You Maitreya for all of the hope and guidence that you are given. You are a BEAUTIFUL spirit I will pray for all the souls on this planet may they feel at peace with each other may all of the suffering go and may joyful happy times be here for all. MAY GOD BLESS US ALL YOUR FAITHFULY Jacqueline Simpson

My dear sister Jacqueline

Thank you for kind words.
Your inner beauty reflects in your words.
Thank you for your noble thoughts.
brother m

By Bullion Grey on Sunday, September 28, 2003 - 05:35 am:

The meaning of life is the meaning you give it.
Whatever you choose. We are all graduates of MSU - Make Stuff Up.
We are co-creators of this world and so go out and create what you need.
If you can think of yourself as the artist of your own life you maybe on to something. It all starts with a creative thought.
The six ways we create change in this level of reality are:
Thinking
Feeling
Writing
Reading
Talking
Doing
So if you are already thinking, ask What are you feeling? Then see what actions come to mind.
If you are already thinking and feeling then start writing. Write everything each day that involves your thoughts about your life, no matter what part of your life.
And so on down the list, start reading. Read the NON-fiction books also! At least 2 a month on your areas of interest, no matter what areas they are.

Start talking to others, go to support groups, get a therapist, see you minister, go to career counselors in your community college. But get talking to bring it from the inside to the outside.

Doing is the key for all of these tools to work for you. Do anything that might move you forward. Go to the place where people do what you enjoy, act on the ideas you get every week. Beleive (a verb-action word)(that you are going to find what you need to get to where you need to be.

Thats my 2 cents for you.

Take care,
Bullion Grey
soulinflight45@hotmail.com
(take the 45 out of this email)

By Bullion Grey on Sunday, September 28, 2003 - 05:36 am:

I SEARCH FOR...

I search for myself in a senseless time. Sometimes my search is a senseless
rhyme.
A right of passage to my old age? The thought of enduring a serious stage.
It's not enough all I need, could be such while I breath?
Yesterday and today and what of tomorrow, and the fiddler you paid and what
of the sorrow?
Sure there was laughter and joy at sometime, an occasion to capture an
interesting line.
But they just didn't last, they didn't quite do, and now that their past, I
find that their through.
What of the miles I've come quite a way, and yes all the while I've run up
my days.
There are some that search and some never will, some that move and some that
stand still.
I search for myself in a senseless time, could it be anything else than a
senseless find?

~Bullion Grey~

By BANGAROO on Monday, December 9, 2002 - 12:49 am:

DEAR MAITREYA,
IT, IN TRUTH, HAS BEEN DIFFICULT TO ACCOMPLIGH THE REAL ONE INSIDE THIS VEHICLE. FOR LIKE MANY, THE YEARS HAVE GIVEN MANY LEARNING EXPERIENCES.

SEVERAL YEARS AGO, I WAS TOLD, THAT MY ETHERIC BODY WAS SHATTTERED DUE TO THE EXPERIENCES, AND WAS TOLD THAT 2 CHAKRAS WERE BLOCKED, AND THAT UNTIL THEY WERE BALANCED, THE IMPETUS OF TRUTH THAT MY WORK NEEDS, WOULD BE LIMITED.

THERE APPEARS TO BE GOOD CHANGES ALL AROUND, IN MY CORNER OF THE COSMIC DRAMA, BUT STILL MUCH STRESS ABOUNDS.

MAITREYA, PLEASE CAN YOU TELL ME, HAS THE ETHERIC BODY RECOVERED, AND WILL THE WORK TRULY GO AHEAD?

YOURS IN LOVE & SERVICE
BANGAROO (DATE OF BIRTH 29/7/1947)

By Anonymous on Monday, September 23, 2002 - 09:17 am:

I have some ups and downs lately.i left my husband on May 20th. Do him haveing an affair 2 years ago i couldn't forgive.and our marriage wasn't getting better.And i met someone who I love in love with and than I broke my own heart maybe moveing to fast.Now I feel lost and numb. i also work with this guy and he owns the business and he and I work alone together and he doesn't wish me to quit but its hard for me cause he hurt me but not putting enough effort into our relationship.And now to become friends so that we can work together is hard for me.And my husband is trying so hard to change.All he wants is for me to come home. We have 3 boys and its hard on them but Im
I won't go home cause of the kids it has to be cause of us. And I'm not sure if I want that.I've been hurt to many times its so hard to trust anyone and it wrencks relationships that I try to have.I'm not sure what to do.And if I keep this job I won't be able to go back with my husband.My boss and him are enemies. Thank you for any help you can give

By Anonymous on Wednesday, September 25, 2002 - 10:13 pm:

Dear brother Maitreya,
I was born 1-24-60.
I feel that at this present time I should be doing something with my life. I have a lot of problems forgetting the past which I feel prevents me from going forward. Could you please give me some insight on what I should do and which way I should go.

By riccia on Sunday, October 13, 2002 - 02:34 pm:

Dear M.M.

I am in a transformation. I know. But why so impatience, whij so restlessness?

Why cannot I live in thanking and accepting that what is?

What are my difficulties. What can I do?

Born on october 31 1940 on 5 o'c;pck in the morning.
I know all goes its way. Whole live is planned and with reason. But what is my struggle or my misunderstanding?

Thank you for answering me. riccia

By naturesmoon on Thursday, October 24, 2002 - 01:12 am:

dear maitreya,
i am writing this in a confused mind. i want to become
a wiccan but i dont know how and i was wondering if you could show me how to become one. i want to use the spells for myself and for others but i cant because i am not a wiccan and i want to become one really bad that way i can prove to everyone in my family that yes they can trust me and that yes they can rely on me to get them the stuff that they need for thier rituals but they wont even teach me bacuase i am not trustworthy to them. the reason that they think that i am not trustworthy is that one of the kids found that they were wiccans and that caused alot of trouble and i was the only one around at that time to be suspected because i was the center of attention all of a sudden and i didnt want to be. i would never betray anyone who was a wiccan or anyone who wasnt i have never betrayed anybody before and i am not about to begin to betray anyones trust. i am just tired of trying to defend myself so can u please help me? i would appreciate it if u would help me by giving me advice in either how to become a wiccan or how to aleast gain thier trust back. thanks bye
leaving for now in hope to a brighter day

By Anonymous on Wednesday, November 6, 2002 - 04:30 pm:

To maitreya
My birth date is 11/06/81
I am having a problem understanding my true self. It is hard to put my emotions into words and it makes me very comfused. Its like I dont know what I want.

Thanks

By bluepearl on Thursday, November 14, 2002 - 12:59 am:

Dear friend,
for the fist time i found a website that seems to have some of the answers that i am looking for. I would like very much if you could reply to me.

It seems to me that God is playing a game with me? i would like to understand what is happening in my life. How can a man live without having a say in what happens to him? I am being blown in a direction that i know not where i will end up. Can u please reply!

By Khalsa on Thursday, November 7, 2002 - 08:14 am:

Hello,
I have send you lots of messages and today I did not get my personal horsocope which was being setup by you specially for me. I like reading it everyday.

This site is really cool. Thanks for creating it.

By Kalina on Friday, November 8, 2002 - 10:51 pm:

Dear Maitreya,

Thanks to Ferdinand, my best friend for sending me this site. I am feeling stronger already after reading yours notes.

I was born on July-4-1977 at 07:15a.m Antananarivo-Madagascar.

I broke up with my boyfriend of 6 years on April and now, I cannot build proper relationship with a man. God knows I want to be totaly involved in a serious relationship and build a future together.

I would like to know what is my future?
What should I do to find my partener?
What is wrong in my way of thinking?
Am I running after my life too much that I do not take time to think?
I miss love and care. I am completely lonely and cannot help it.

Please, give me a hand that I will find my way again and will know where I have to go.

Thank you.

Looking forward to hearing from you,

Friendly,

By Pina on Sunday, October 20, 2002 - 12:08 pm:

Dear Brother Maitreya,
My date of birth 11/11/1974 time 8:43am India Bombay... Can U please tell me about my future as till know i have never got sucess in anything I m tired of my life nothing is happening proper...If Possible can u tell me my future I love reading your messages it inspires and makes me think positive...
I wld be gald if u predicted my future...
Shall Wait for your reply.....

By anon on Saturday, October 19, 2002 - 09:25 am:

Dear Maitreya,
Thank you for praying for us.I always wanted someone to understand me.usually i always think of my mother or husband. but you unerstand me more than i do myself.thanks.

By Anonymous on Friday, October 4, 2002 - 06:07 pm:

Dear Brother Maitreya,
i feel very depressed as it seems like all the person i ever loves belongs to someone else. it's either they are already married or have a girl friend. i just dont understand why? why all the time it is just the same incidence happen to my life. i feel really really down. i just want somebody to love me and care for me. is that too much. but how come i never be able to acheive it? this is really unfair. its unfair!!

By Anonymous on Friday, May 31, 2002 - 12:17 am:

Brother Maitreya-
I've been feeling very tense and lost lately. But it seems that things are starting to get better for me. What's my true self and what's my true purpose in life? Also, I have a feeling that my grandma forgot to tell me something before she died. I was 11 then. I feel like I'm missing something that she could've told me. And if I knew it I would understand life better. Do you know what it is? And where is she now? Is she guiding me and watching over me? Thanks.

Moscow, Russia
4:25 am
5/25/1977

By Anonymous on Tuesday, May 21, 2002 - 12:14 pm:

my dear brother maitreya,
i am really very impressed by yr heartful service to the mankind and god bless you.i need to discuss my marriage and personal matters with u regularily and i wld like to give the date of birth of my husband and mine with place and time. i was always interested in astrology coz it helps us as a freind for our life. i need to discuss many unique things of my life though simple i feel complicated and why??. i need a trusted freind and i got u and i am really impressed. kindly reply and let me know how i can contact u everyday
confidentially.
thks -bye- love bids.

By Anonymous on Tuesday, May 21, 2002 - 12:06 pm:

my dear brother maitreya,
i am really very impressed by yr heartful service to the mankind and god bless you.i need to discuss my marriage and personal matters with u regularily and i wld like to give the date of birth of my husband and mine with place and time. i was always interested in astrology coz it helps us as a freind for our life. i need to discuss many unique things of my life though simple i feel complicated and why??. i need a trusted freind and i got u and i am really impressed. kindly reply and let me know how i can contact u everyday
confidentially.
thks -bye- love bids.

By Diana on Friday, May 3, 2002 - 08:12 pm:

I am 46 yrs old,and it seems thru all my trials and tribulations, Things are starting to click in my life, Finally!! I just have a question, I have always been a Runner, running from bad men in my life, hurting and abusing, now single for the last 4 yrs., I live in Hawaii, & want to visit my home in Arizona, haven't been there for 3yrs., have so many friends there, am excited about going but hope I'm not making another mistake, by giving up everything here in Hawaii, again, and moving back, but that is where I feel at home. I'm sick of starting over and over again, but I just feel I have grown soo much and I'm doing the right thing by visiting, then coming back and then if I decide to go, hopefully will do it the right way, instead of impulsive move! Like so many times in the past! My birthdate 1-21-56 at 3:06am in Phoenix Az. Had my chart done yrs ago, the lady told me, being on the cusp is a hard thing sometimes, fighting both signs Capricorn & Aquarius.

By SABLE on Tuesday, April 23, 2002 - 09:55 pm:

DATE: 04-23-2002
EXERIENCES IN LIFE ARE PERMANENT FOOTPRINTS AND
FINGERPRINTS, A PART OF HISTORY OF THE PAST, TRYING
TO PUT YOUR CURRENT FOOTPRINTS, AND FINGERPRINTS
INTO YOUR PAST IS DISASTER. TRYING TO REPEAT THE
SAME EXPERIENCES OF A PAST LIFE IS DISASTER.
GROWTH- IS LEAVING THE PAST AS HISTORY, LEARNING FROM
THE EXPERIENCE, BUT NEVER TO LIVE IT AGAIN.
THE EXPERIENCE COULD HAVE BEEN GOOD, BETTER, OR BEST.
THE EXPERIENCE COULD HAVE BEEN BAD, WORST,OR HELL.
LEAVE IT IN THE PAST, AS THE HOLY BIBLE SAY SO WELL,
A DOG RETURNS TO ITS VOMIT. THE OTHER HOLY BIBLE SAYING, TROUBLE YOUR OWN HOUSEHOLD AND INHERIT THE WIND,BOTH SAYINGS FROM THE HOLY BIBLE.

FROM SABLE

By Anonymous on Tuesday, March 19, 2002 - 11:04 am:

wow, when I read your ideas, I was truly inspired to the point of which I have never been before. I felt my body tingle and this just seems like the right thing to do. I was miserable only a few months ago, but since I have let myself be me I have grown greatly. You say that you can feel how I feel. I believe that. I don't know why but it is natural for me to write you this. I know that I am to do someting but am not sure what it is, I know that I will never understand everything that there is to know in life, but I wish to make the right decisions at a young age, what should I do??
Brady, 10-25-84,

By Anonymous on Thursday, March 14, 2002 - 07:23 pm:

I AM 19 YRS OLD RECENTLY LOST MY P7ARTNER OF 4 YRS 4 MTHS AGO HAD HIS DAUGHTER 2 MTHS AGO HE WAS MY ALL HE MADE ME WHO I HAD BECOME AND THE ONLY P7ERSON WHO TRUELY WORKED ME OUT IS GONE ONCE AGAIN IM LOST TOO AND FALLING BIG TIME I HAVE P7ROBLEMS DEALING WITH REALITY WHEN ITS THIS BAD ITS SCARY I NEED HOPE FREENESS I CANT TELL YOU HOW MUCH THIS IS BEING A BATTLE TO COPE NEWAY

By Anonymous on Monday, March 11, 2002 - 01:12 pm:

hii maitreya
i was born on 18/11/76 in mumbai(india) 6.55 pm.
I have so much of enery inside to achieve big in life. i am unable to do so and my life settle's down to routine mundane things. i have a career but not of my expectations and also i want to pursue higher studies. whatever studies i am doing is getting Locked up and not proceedfing further. financial stability is also is not there.
kindly tell me whats next in my life... and what is the mission of this janma.

By Liitle Bit on Saturday, March 2, 2002 - 09:08 am:

Hello Maitreya's Just call me Little bit 1

I have so much on my minf until i just don't know what to say or do. I am very scared my heart is beating real fast. If you could please tell my what should I do do about the way I feel. I want to move, I want baby father back in my life, I am to love me for who I am and not for what I can do for them. If you could just tell me how the out come of my life is going to be. Will I every be happy.

By daniela on Friday, March 1, 2002 - 05:45 pm:

my date of birth is 12 July 1952 when I was still a baby I was very sick and died for a few minutes I'm told, then I came back I think this is the main reason I have always known I have something important to accomplish, but I have no idea what that may be. I hope you could give me some direction.

thank you

By Paul on Sunday, February 10, 2002 - 04:49 pm:

Dear Maitreya:
I truly enjoy your daily horoscopes. Your writings give me perspective and in some cases outlne literally what is going on in my life. I have a very good occupation that is most stimulating and compensates me well. Further I have a wonderful family. Four children, mostly grown, and my wife of 27 years. This is a wonderful life in many ways. Yet I know that there is much more. I am interested in motivational work.
I was born in New York on Aug 8 1951 at 4:36 p.m. (not sure if that is the exact time)
I believe that I have a special mission that is still awaiting me. I am not sure of it however.
Can you shed some light and help me gain clarity?

By Evalyn on Friday, February 8, 2002 - 04:35 pm:

I seem to be so confused and running in circles. I want to fulfill my mission but at this point I don't know what it is. I don't know my guides. You messages are encouraging. Gives me hope that now I might find my guides, my soul pieces, and move towards my mission. I want to thank you for you inspirationall messages too. I have been trying to work on myself in so many ways. I don't feel I have the real skill to do it.

By Anonymous on Wednesday, February 6, 2002 - 04:11 pm:

Hi
I am currently considering a complete life change. You will know what I mean. I beleive that there are other wats to live in this world. My son and husband and family are my life. I know of the higher vibrations that exist and I try to make my light grow and give out to others. I would love to know who my guides are and of what service I can be and what my ideal occupation is.
Love and light go out to you
Sarah 24-12-1966

By startlight on Sunday, February 3, 2002 - 02:45 am:

Dear Maitreya:
I'm really thankful, that you have this page. It is so inspiring to know that we can count on you in any moment.

By confused on Saturday, January 19, 2002 - 10:14 pm:

Born November 13 1953

Can you see my destiny? I am unsure of what I
should do with my life. I am confused about life.
Part of me wants to jump for something different,
and the other part says it should stay stable and
take care of family members.

signed: Confused

By Maree on Wednesday, December 26, 2001 - 09:12 am:

Hello Maitreya,
My date of birth is 21st September 1959.
5.20 a.m. Waratah (N.S.W Australia)
I sit at times and ponder upon my life. I feel that it in some way has been worth while but where am I to go from here.
I am currently in a job I realy dont enjoy and dont know how to get out.
What am I realy suited to do?
I feel I was put on earth to do more but I dont know what the more is.
I still have a lot of living to do, but how do I make the time count?
Please can you help me and guide me.
Please tell me what kind of job I am suited to do (if you can)

Thank you
maree

By Anonymous on Tuesday, November 13, 2001 - 04:40 pm:

DEAR MAITREYE,
I WAS BORN 28TH SEP 1953. SINCE THE LAST YEAR MY LIFE HAS BECOME A TURMOIL. I BELIEVED AND TRUSTED A MAN WHO PROMISED ME PRIME JOB IN MALAYSIA BUT AT EVERY TURN AFTER SPENDING A LOT OF MONEY I FEEL BETRAYED BY HIM. HE SPEAKS VERY CONVINCINGLY THAT I SOMETIMES FEEL HE IS A SUPER CONMAN. ALL THIS MAKES ME FEEL I HAVE FAILED AND CHEATED MY FAMILY AND THAT I AM A FAILURE. I AM DOING QUITE WELL IN MY PRESENT JOB BUT THE FEELING OF HAVING BEEN CHEATED RANKLES. IT PAINS AND MAKES ME WANT TO HIT OUT.
PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND THE TRUTH IN THE WHOLE AFFAIR AND LET ME LIVE MY LIFE PEACEFULLY.
hoping to see light through you. with pain and love

By Anonymous on Friday, September 14, 2001 - 12:16 pm:

I was born on 12 nov 1949, 3.00am. I am very puzzled by life. I have a sense that there is more to life than just a marriage and children. That is why I remain single. Once someone told me that in my past life I was a monk. How far is this true? To date, I still do not know my purpose in this life. I have begun meditating twice a day after attending a 7-day transforming journey, which awakens one's sense of awareness by opening the 3rd eye and the chakras. Prior to this, I had volunteered my service at religious organisations and participated in a few retreats. I even went on a vegetarian diet for some time, so as to cleanse the body. Now what?
Please advise.
Regards,
still puzzled.

By Diane on Tuesday, March 13, 2001 - 04:44 pm:

Thank you so much for your inspiration. Your messages keep me going. They keep me believing that there is more to life than just going to work, paying bills and having the same conversations over and over. I know that were I am at this point in my life is a learning experience and it is where I am suppose to be. Your messages also give me hope that there is something more, if not in this at this place and time, then at another. I find myself more feeling more open.

By Kat on Thursday, February 15, 2001 - 06:18 am:

Maitreya:
birthdate: 03/01/79 3:45 PM
Sometimes, I realize, it is difficult to determine what it is that is one's true purpose. However, there are those of us who know and have known what their purpose is in order to feel fulfillment. I think that we also need advice on how to achieve our purposes without being dragged into a darkness that seems to penetrate most humans because using our own inner strength isn't enough sometimes. And we don't have others to lean on because they don't have that kind of strength either.

By Just another earthling on Thursday, February 15, 2001 - 03:25 am:

Dear Maitreya,
Thank you for your daily messages. I wanted to write my thoughts for a long time but found it difficult to express in this medium.

I believe I have reached a crossroad in my life and that a change must happen soon. In some of your messages you wrote about truth. Well, I need to find my truth because without it I cannot be on the right path in my life. How can one have change if one doesn't know what needs or needs not change. After all the only true change I might need is just to know who I am.

I was fortunate to live in three continents, in various countries and in different life styles. This experience was the most rewarding in shaping my values. For one, I accept that all is different. That is no living thing on this wonderful planet of ours is exactly alike. Two, all we are and do, is the sum of our perceptions. Knowing that, helps me reason and accept differences in others and change my perceptions based on the values I want to achieve.

For example, I do not believe in a god. This does not mean that do not think a god exists or not. It only means that it is not relevant in my life. My values are probably similar to many people who are believers I just do not find a need for worshipping an unknown. I give a hand to the needy because this is what they need and not because I believe I will go to heaven. My heaven and hell are right here with me. I do respect and even admire any person who has strong believes which guide their lives. Some people need a god and some do not. But the common thing is that we are all people, living beings and part of this planet.

Like I wrote above I do not express my thoughts in writing very well. I hope that some of the above makes sense.

I was born in Africa on June 14 1961. (Sorry but this too means nothing to me. Dates are artificial measures of time which we created)

All the best to all.

By tammy on Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 04:20 pm:

hello, i would like to know my main misson in life, my lifes purpose and what carreer i should be in...they say do what you love and try to make money at it to be happy. what should i do? my birthdate is june 28 1964. thanks,

By kimbo on Tuesday, February 6, 2001 - 12:50 am:

This is my second post to this site. and again I can as I said before I appreciate your daily messages.It always seems to be the right message at the right time in my life. even though I am struggling with many issues in my life because of what I know and what I'm learning I know that all will be well. I try not to act or speak out of fear. I try to speak my heart and to be honest with myself. Most of us know what we should already be doing but I belief most of us are livingin fear. fear of what others may say or think, fear of failure, fear of hurting another. I think if we began to quiet the chatter that goes on in our minds the truth for us will come forward and it will be what is best for us and it won't be tainted. and from there we can go on to accomplish greatness in our lives

By Jerri on Saturday, February 3, 2001 - 04:23 pm:

Dear Maitreya. I was born Dec. 24. 1952, North Bay, Ontario, Canada. I do not want to mention my past, nor present, all i want to say is THANK YOU. I have just recently discovered your site and am amazed. Thanks again for your help and prayers.

By cheyenne_ca on Saturday, February 3, 2001 - 03:37 pm:

DOB: November 10, 1943
Place of Birth: The Pas, Manitoba Canada
Time of birth: 2:00 p.m.

I look forward to your readings to me each day and was really lost when they were not coming a little while back. I copy and paste your items on living on to one disc but now have two so that I can read them over and over and remind myself of the many aspects of living and how I can improve my life. Lately, I have fallen into a depression, don't fix my hair that well, don't dress up as nice and don't keep my house as clean. None of these are really horrible just not the way I usually am. Before, I would never leave my home without my hair done perfectly and looking my best. I used to stay up late until all housekeeping was done. I have a high profile job and have to force myself to go there and yet I love my job. I have a wonderful family that are working and as happy as one could hope for. My husband is a recovered alcoholic for 16 years and we have been married for 31 & 1/2 years. What then is my problem? There have been many deaths in our families in the last twenty years (35) and I lost 3 very close friends to Cancer. Not all deaths were from Cancer, some were accidents and some were long lingering strokes, etc. Some were young and some were very old. Presently my only brother and sister are going through treatment for cancer. I have become almost "hardened" in this area but have a positive outlook as they caught it in the early stages. The cancer in our family has been diagnosed as genetic. I see my Doctor on a regular basis for testing as do my two daughters but I will never take the anti-depressant medication. I want to see and do everything with a clear mind not fogged with drugs. Please tell me what I can do to overcome the way I am feeling. I will follow anything you tell me that will help me improve myself. Thank you.

By Indian Princess on Saturday, February 3, 2001 - 02:05 pm:

Maitreya, I adore the daily horoscope I recieve from you. It shows me such truth, truth that is already within me, yet, it helps me to recognize it clearly. I appreciate what you are trying to do for the people, and I commend you on it. My birthday is April 24th, 1980. I was born in Hollywood Florida,USA at 8:59am. Thanks.

By barett on Saturday, February 3, 2001 - 01:59 pm:

i come from a family with one elder brother & 2 elder sisters. they are all settled. my dad retired from govt. service & mother is a housewife.
in earlier days, peope would settle down in a job for so many years, similarly my dad also settled in a govt. job as a engineer for 38 years, so he is worried, that i am not settling down, i have worked maximum in 1 job for 2 years.
what i HAVE REALIZED, IS THAT THERE IS NOTHING LOST IN THE UNIVERSE, THE FUTURE IS STILL IN OUR HANDS, HOWEVER HIGH / SECURE THE JOB IS , even if i have lost it, i need not lose hope, I always tend to find a Positive for every negative which comes my way.

AM I RIGHT IN MY WAY & APPROACH ???

By ara on Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 05:11 am:

I would like to know what is my mission in life....what can I offer and why sometimes I feel so lonley.
Please, tell me what is wrong with me....I have a great brothers and sisters what else I should be asking for...Probably I don't feel love from a companion or boyfriend.....i don't know how I feel...but I loved to help people and be there for the ones who need me.

By Anonymous on Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 03:15 pm:

to maitreya,
my birth date 15/12/78
London St Thomas' hospital
male, with female twin.
time of birth : 12:26 pm
Feel as though I have something to do,
something to contribute.
My mother despairs I did not go to university.
I don't see the logic in it.
The very suggestion sets me off almost makes me angry.
why do I need an alphabet after my name for people to listen to me in the future.
Why can't self help in matters of education be best for me?
Learning the truths of others....
How can that help me form my truth it can only serve to corrupt unique inspiration surely?
Have never felt education has anything to offer me even from early age in school I have felt this.
Desire to study aesthetic disciplines and have more spiritual guidance.
Desire to be of service to humanity.
Parents worry for my future.
Currently unemployed. Have no desire to become rooted in a specific job.
What is my best course of action and true mission?
I understand loving deeply is important,
I have had mystic experiences I suspect from the awakening of kundalini energy aroused by a drunken,
wondering shaman named Ariel/Jose.
have travelled quite extensively in south America,
starting in Caribbean Trinidad and Tobago,
Venezuela, Ecuador, Peru, Bolivia,
Central America;
Mexico & Guatemala
desire to go to India and visit mother meera in Germany. But first I wish to meditate and long term serve in a vispassiona meditation centre in harewood end England.
I have in the past a love of psychotropic substances including cactus San Pedro, mushrooms and ganja.
I am at present in the frame of mind to cast these things aside as a child might finish playing with his toys.
I love the high brought over through spirit and the feeling generated through devotion to the divine.
seeker of the truth.
Do I have a future in mysticism and devotional service?
I believe so.
desire to be healer as well have taken 2 reiki attunement,
experimented with several mystical traditions
what is my best course of action for evolution.
What is my best job prospect?
I have been trained in hospitality business but I do not feel it is the right line of work for me...
help me please,
love
Paul.

By maitreya on Thursday, January 31, 2002 - 09:32 am:

Dear 2restless CV Narayanan

Its good to see your restlessness.
I am pleased with your quest and inquiry.
I have sent you a message
Knowing real Mission of your life & Your secret self? that probably answers your questions.
I reproduce it again:

WHAT IS SOUL?

Life is a constant travel on the timeline where you walk every instant. There is a time of repose when your body sleeps but your mind's sub-conscious areas- which in reality are your vibrating soul fields; are guarding you.

Around your physical body there are seven to nine circles of light each of different color; that circle around you like a complete wheel shaped rainbow. This light can only be seen with a special eye. These vibrating fields are always hovering around you, protecting you from negative and killer vibrations. They also contain a connection to the universal mind where your feelings and emotions channel, run and permanently stored. Your connection to the root is permanent, like a computer connected with cable to the server. You change your natural configurations and you start having problems.

WHAT IS BODY
When you become totally involved with skeleton body, the senses and get lost in them, trying to extract pleasure, like squeezing juice out of nuts but thinking they are luscious fruits; you get disconnected with your soul fields. When that happens you become disconnected from your real self and think of mind.

MIND?
Mind is not your real self but an alert mechanism to store experiences, stored as thoughts, and to protect you. Mind is selfish and let you think in terms of ME, mine and I. Look beyond mind.

DEFINING SOUL?

Look at a candle. Wax is body, the twig in it is mind and when you fire it, the energy comes out as a flame – that’s your soul.

PURPOSE OF EXISTENCE?
Your mission is to learn, gain a variety of experiences and to evolve. In short, DO NOT distract and waste time in activities, which are totally passive, and not contributing to your growth. For this purpose you need to be more aware of the global picture of your life. Enjoy every moment with details but when you do all with awareness your track is clearer, faster and more fun.

I will continue on this subject shortly.
If you have further questions please ask them.
Knowing your doubts and quest in itself is an achievement. Always expose your doubts to get clarity.

By 2restless on Tuesday, January 29, 2002 - 07:40 am:

Search for ‘the Soul”

This I am writing with a very confused mind (?). What is the very purpose of ‘creation’ and by ‘whom’? The other day I was reading about ‘pramaana siddhanta’ of “I” feeling the five senses, and anubhava siddhanta that because of there is an outside agency which ‘feels’ the senses, that is the basis of knowledge that there is an “I”.
And that the “soul” makes itself known by the feeling of “I”?

Can you please explain what the ‘soul’ is? You said that ‘soul is made of emotions and feelings; Mind made of thoughts”. Isn’t it because of the ‘soul’ that the emotions, feelings and thoughts are experienced? And not the other way round! Does the astral body (or soul) experience these physical sensations, because it is only through the physical structure these processes are existing!

And why does the soul need a physical structure? Can we imagine anything without a beginning , except that we are not able to ‘conceive’ of a non-beginning?

What is LOVE that you had talked about? You said to “go ahead and feel it”. Love is the binding force between matter, body and the soul – isn’t body also a matter. Soul is made of emotions etc. And so how does one make the feelings to feel because feelings are a part of the soul.

My whole problem is that I am not able to understand –
One place physical structure is mortal, and the soul is the only one perennial. And then again soul is of two forms – jeevaatma and paramaatma. Nothing can happen without a cause; and why does Paramaatma wants the jeevaatma to go through the physical structure and all the gamuts of emotions, feelings and thoughts? AND WHAT IS THE ‘REAL PURPOSE’ of the soul. To a great extent I believe that interpretations of certain theories and experiences of ancient ‘sages’ have been blindly followed and on a number of occasions of misinterpreted. I am so confused that I am not able to make out whom to believe, and what to believe in.

Is it possible to explain in simple words that I can understand : What the Soul is. What the purpose of the Soul is (probably it is because of a purpose that Soul makes use of a physical structure?). And how does one ‘go ahead and feel’ love? I presume it is not something that others can give you.

If I sound too childish in my doubts, please excuse me. And I wonder if I have been able to present my doubts in specific terms.

CV Narayanan
29.01.02